Monday, August 31, 2009

Wishlist, sorta? :3

So! As I was browsing the web for a site with the ACRYLICK Beauty Beholder t-shirt for babe, looking for suitable birthday presents for both Kimmi&Cindy, I stumbled through a buncha stuff I wouldn't mind getting myself LOL. First off, the Basic V-Neck Cami's at FOREVER 21 for only $3.80! That's a burger! Too bad I didn't see them at the store the other day I went OR the headphone tank top I wanted.. darn them. NEXT WE HAVE MORE ACCESSORIES! <3

All of them are super cute! I can't wait to go to forever &get a discount on all of them! (; And then I was looking through my emails, and I found one from ULTA, and I got a 20% off coupon for all cosmetics, excluding the high end ones, but still! Works for HIP &NYX ;) Let's gooooo~! Hehehe, and then all HARAJUKU LOVERS fragrances for 50%! :o Nice! But no keychain, lol. I don't think I need anymore perfume though, when I have a full bottle of my super awesome Viva la Juicy :3 ! While browsing the awesome ULTA website, I realized that ULTA was one of the best when I saw that they carried the MUCH appraised H2O+ skincare line! OMG, they even have Value packs! I gotta get my hands on these items soon! Maybe before my photoshootS! But they're all very, very expensive! D:

And then I saw the Strivectin Neck Cream& the Instant Faccial Sculpting Cream! I was amazed at what the product said it could do, but I'm not sure if I should trust it or not. Plus, running at 70-100$ a piece if a little pricey, but if it works, then fukc who needs a facelift ever again?! Hm, gotta hit the ULTA store soon! ;) <3

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Sunday, August 30, 2009

Green Tea Cake

Hello all. It's been very eventful these couple of days. Both in good&bad ways. I've been over stressing myself, and I feel the lack of energy overpowering my will to enjoy the last couple of weeks of summer. Justin has been very good to me lately, and I feel like I do nothing but abuse him. I don't want him to spoil me with his affection or money anymore. I feel so little when I have to rely on him. I just want to be independent, but at the same time I like being able to rely on him. Sigh, I am much too complicated. My mother has been warming up to the idea of us, so I want to make sure this is something I want before I actually go any further, family-wise. Sometimes when I'm by myself, and he's not around, I feel myself wavering. I hate it. Although it is to be expected, it makes me feel so weak. I need to forget. I need to remember that life doesn't give anyone second chances, so neither should I. I love being with Justin, he makes me happy. I just don't like it when he's not around, which I'll have to deal with for a year, starting 3 weeks from now. I'm scared. And worried. I don't know of what, not of him leaving, but I'm just simply scared. No reason to it, kind of a big change. But I hope I can handle it. I just love him so much...
So, besides that everything else has been going well. My friends and Justin are all being so supportive of me and my aspirations of entering this contest. I really feel like I can do this. I don't think I've felt like this about a passion of mine in a very long time. I appreciate all of them and all their support. I just need to fix this into my head that I can do this, by being just me. I don't need to go out and buy expensive clothes, or do my hair or makeup any specific way, or lose weight. I just need to be me. Because that's what it really all comes down to. I want to see if I can win this by being myself.
On a much lighter note~! I have just discovered the greatest thing on the planet today while joking around with the babe! (: Yeshhh~! It's green tea cake! Nom nom, I never in my wildest dreams would have put them together, but now that I have seen it, it makes PERFECT sense! LOL I want to try it one day soon! :D NOM NOM!


Ah, and babe TOTALLY surprised me with TARO bread the other night, nom nom! It was super yummy, my mom ate TWO of them lol. I had the garlic&cheese bread which was AMAZING! I want some more soon, k babe? <3
Went shopping the other day, and got a buncha good stuff with the store credit I found in my wallet collecting dust haha. Although I wish there was more of the card I managed to snatch a couple of great things, with the help of babe of course. I finally got some suspenders, which took me all mornng to figure out haha. Two pair of earrings for a dollar each! <3 WHATTA STEAL! &got me some fiberwig mascara ;) let's see how well these baby play on my pretty eyelashes tomorrow! hehehe~! So excited! <3 Got some free Godiva chocolate thanks to my girl Geri :) &got free starbucks smoothie (which sucks, but it was free!) LOL ahh helped babe find his jeans and got to play dressup in Old Navy, fun day lol. Wish I got that MAC blush though, oh &that cardigan but oh well! All good! LOL, probably need something a little thicker than a cardigan since it's gonna start being cold again. I'm thinking... leather? ;) teehee! Oh, went to Nordstrom&checked out the Bobbi Brown eyeshadow creams and I was NOT feeling it, way too much RANDOM gliter, it was all different tones of glitter, wtfukc right? But yeah, the Victoria Secret line was amazing though! Too bad they ran outta the color I wanted, oh well. :) No biggie!
So I'm excited to see babe tomorrow morning&heading out to eat breakfast with him for the first time! Hahaha, yay! Go see chinatown too :) Yeyeyeye! I'm excited! I should sleep soon, but knowing me I won't lol. Ah, time to go surf the web, bye everyone!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Love at first sight!

MUST TRY THESE OUT ASAP! <3

NEW Tokidoki Hats for Men




Would babe wear this? (:
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I LOVE TOKIDOKI HATS! They're always SO adorable! They may look plain as is, but lookit what happens when you wear the hat the way I like!

Now that's yummy! ;)

Cute NEW Juicy Studs!


Look at what I spotted today as I was browsing through Juicy Couture's website. (;
SUPER CUTE earrings! They're up & taking pre-orders! But for $52, I'll have to think about it. I have a pair similar to these, but with just regular white diamonds and not in the shape of a heart, and the diamonds keep falling off one by one, I KNOW! I CRY EVERYTIME I SEE ONE MISSING ;o; ! But yeah, these are super cute. I love danglies but these are perfect for everyday kind of wear. And guess what~! They match with the necklace, I've been eyeing at Nordstrom for oh so long! &to add a final touch, a JC bag. PERFECT! (;

ONE TREE HILL <3


So the new season is going to premier in about a month? I want to watch all the previous series to recap! I went to Target the other day and all seasons of One Tree Hill were on sale for only $18.99 :( I have to get them all and have a OTH marathon with the babe! Ah, but so sad that Lucus&Peyton aren't going to be in this season, which makes me wonder how they're going to pull the show off. We'll just have to wait and see I guess. But this pitcture is a little odd, is Peyton&Lucus' side photoshopped along with the picture of the rest of the cast? Because I've definitely seen that picture of Peyton before. LOL interesting. Well whatever, I'm just excited to see how Nathan's NBA career turned out, and how Brooke &Julian's relationship turned out. I KNOW something will happen with Sam, so dying to see what happens there. EEE~! So excited! (;

Hi world!

So I am brand new to this, although I've been using tumblr to blog... but everyone seems to use this so I decided to jump on the train! And it was MUCH overdue. Alot of people I follow use this and it's much earier to keep up with their updates this way, so I'm happy that I decided to join today! I'm still tryna' figure everything out so... be nice to be blogger!

So I've been debating if I should go back on my youtube channel or not, sigh. I watched Bubbi's video on youtube haters today and seriously convinced me to go back and make videos, but I'm still really hesitant. What to do... ):